During the whole of a dull, dark, and soundless day in the autumn of the year, when the clouds hung oppressively low in the heavens, I had been passing alone, on horseback, through a singularly dreary tract of country ; and at length found myself, as the shades of the evening drew on, within view of the melancholy House of Usher. I know not how it was - but, with the first glimpse of the building, a sense of insufferable gloom pervaded my spirit. I say insufferable ; for the feeling was unrelieved by any of that half-pleasurable, because poetic, sentiment, with which the mind usually receives even the sternest natural images of the desolate or terrible. I looked upon the scene before me - upon the mere house, and the simple landscape features of the domain - upon the bleak walls - upon the vacant eye-like windows - upon a few rank sedges - and upon a few white trunks of decayed trees - with an utter depression of soul which I can compare to no earthly sensation more properly than to the after-dream of the reveller upon opium - the bitter lapse into everyday life - the hideous dropping off of the veil. There was an iciness, a sinking, a sickening of the heart - an unredeemed dreariness of thought which no goading of the imagination could torture into aught of the sublime. What was it - I paused to think - what was it that so unnerved me in the contemplation of the House of Usher ? It was a mystery all insoluble ; nor could I grapple with the shadowy fancies that crowded upon me as I pondered. I was forced to fall back upon the unsatisfactory conclusion, that while, beyond doubt, there are combinations of very simple natural objects which have the power of thus affecting us, still the analysis of this power lies among considerations beyond our depth. It was possible, I reflected, that a mere different arrangement of the particulars of the scene, of the details of the picture, would be sufficient to modify, or perhaps to annihilate its capacity for sorrowful impression ; and, acting upon this idea, I reined my horse to the precipitous brink of a black and lurid tarn that lay in unruffled lustre by the dwelling, and gazed down - but with a shudder even more thrilling than before - upon the remodelled and inverted images of the grey sedge, and the ghastly tree-stems, and the vacant and eye-like windows.
Nevertheless, in this mansion of gloom I now proposed to myself a
sojourn of some weeks. Its proprietor, Roderick Usher, had
been one
of my boon companions in boyhood ; but many years had
elapsed since
our last meeting. A letter, however, had lately reached me
in a
distant part of the country - a letter from him - which, in
its
wildly importunate nature, had admitted of no other than a
personal
reply. The MS. gave evidence of nervous agitation. The
writer
spoke of acute bodily illness - of a mental disorder which
oppressed
him - and of an earnest desire to see me, as his best, and
indeed his
only personal friend, with a view of attempting, by the
cheerfulness
of my society, some alleviation of his malady. It was the
manner in
which all this, and much more, was said - it was the
apparent heart
that went with his request - which allowed me no room for
hesitation;
and I accordingly obeyed forthwith what I still considered a
very
singular summons.
Although, as boys, we had been even intimate associates, yet I
really knew little of my friend. His reserve had been
always
excessive and habitual. I was aware, however, that his very
ancient
family had been noted, time out of mind, for a peculiar
sensibility
of temperament, displaying itself, through long ages, in
many works
of exalted art, and manifested, of late, in repeated deeds
of
munificent yet unobtrusive charity, as well as in a
passionate
devotion to the intricacies, perhaps even more than to the
orthodox
and easily recognisable beauties, of musical science. I had
learned,
too, the very remarkable fact, that the stem of the Usher
race, all
time-honoured as it was, had put forth, at no period, any
enduring
branch ; in other words, that the entire family lay in the
direct
line of descent, and had always, with very trifling and very
temporary variation, so lain. It was this deficiency, I
considered,
while running over in thought the perfect keeping of the
character of
the premises with the accredited character of the people,
and while
speculating upon the possible influence which the one, in
the long
lapse of centuries, might have exercised upon the other - it
was this
deficiency, perhaps, of collateral issue, and the consequent
undeviating transmission, from sire to son, of the patrimony
with the
name, which had, at length, so identified the two as to
merge the
original title of the estate in the quaint and equivocal
appellation
of the "House of Usher" - an appellation which seemed to
include, in
the minds of the peasantry who used it, both the family and
the
family mansion.
I have said that the sole effect of my somewhat childish
experiment - that of looking down within the tarn - had been
to
deepen the first singular impression. There can be no doubt
that the
consciousness of the rapid increase of my superstition - for
why
should I not so term it ? - served mainly to accelerate the
increase
itself. Such, I have long known, is the paradoxical law of
all
sentiments having terror as a basis. And it might have been
for this
reason only, that, when I again uplifted my eyes to the
house itself,
from its image in the pool, there grew in my mind a strange
fancy - a
fancy so ridiculous, indeed, that I but mention it to show
the vivid
force of the sensations which oppressed me. I had so worked
upon my
imagination as really to believe that about the whole
mansion and
domain there hung an atmosphere peculiar to themselves and
their
immediate vicinity - an atmosphere which had no affinity
with the air
of heaven, but which had reeked up from the decayed trees,
and the
grey wall, and the silent tarn - a pestilent and mystic
vapour, dull,
sluggish, faintly discernible, and leaden-hued.
Shaking off from my spirit what must have been a dream, I
scanned more narrowly the real aspect of the building. Its
principal
feature seemed to be that of an excessive antiquity. The
discoloration of ages had been great. Minute fungi
overspread the
whole exterior, hanging in a fine tangled web-work from the
eaves.
Yet all this was apart from any extraordinary dilapidation.
No
portion of the masonry had fallen ; and there appeared to
be a wild
inconsistency between its still perfect adaptation of parts,
and the
crumbling condition of the individual stones. In this there
was much
that reminded me of the specious totality of old wood-work
which has
rotted for long years in some neglected vault, with no
disturbance
from the breath of the external air. Beyond this indication
of
extensive decay, however, the fabric gave little token of
instability. Perhaps the eye of a scrutinizing observer
might have
discovered a barely perceptible fissure, which, extending
from the
roof of the building in front, made its way down the wall in
a zigzag
direction, until it became lost in the sullen waters of the
tarn.
Noticing these things, I rode over a short causeway to the house.
A servant in waiting took my horse, and I entered the Gothic archway
of the hall. A valet, of stealthy step, thence conducted
me, in
silence, through many dark and intricate passages in my
progress to
the studio of his master. Much that I encountered on the
way
contributed, I know not how, to heighten the vague
sentiments of
which I have already spoken. While the objects around me -
while the
carvings of the ceilings, the sombre tapestries of the
walls, the
ebon blackness of the floors, and the phantasmagoric
armorial
trophies which rattled as I strode, were but matters to
which, or to
such as which, I had been accustomed from my infancy - while
I
hesitated not to acknowledge how familiar was all this - I
still
wondered to find how unfamiliar were the fancies which
ordinary
images were stirring up. On one of the staircases, I met
the
physician of the family. His countenance, I thought, wore a
mingled
expression of low cunning and perplexity. He accosted me
with
trepidation and passed on. The valet now threw open a door
and
ushered me into the presence of his master.
The room in which I found myself was very large and lofty. The
windows were long, narrow, and pointed, and at so vast a
distance
from the black oaken floor as to be altogether inaccessible
from
within. Feeble gleams of encrimsoned light made their way
through the
trellised panes, and served to render sufficiently distinct
the more
prominent objects around ; the eye, however, struggled in
vain to
reach the remoter angles of the chamber, or the recesses of
the
vaulted and fretted ceiling. Dark draperies hung upon the
walls.
The general furniture was profuse, comfortless, antique, and
tattered. Many books and musical instruments lay scattered
about,
but failed to give any vitality to the scene. I felt that I
breathed
an atmosphere of sorrow. An air of stern, deep, and
irredeemable
gloom hung over and pervaded all.
Upon my entrance, Usher arose from a sofa on which he had been
lying at full length, and greeted me with a vivacious warmth
which
had much in it, I at first thought, of an overdone
cordiality - of
the constrained effort of the ennuyé ; man of the world. A
glance,
however, at his countenance, convinced me of his perfect
sincerity.
We sat down ; and for some moments, while he spoke not, I
gazed upon
him with a feeling half of pity, half of awe. Surely, man
had never
before so terribly altered, in so brief a period, as had
Roderick
Usher ! It was with difficulty that I could bring myself to
admit
the identity of the wan being before me with the companion
of my
early boyhood. Yet the character of his face had been at
all times
remarkable. A cadaverousness of complexion ; an eye large,
liquid,
and luminous beyond comparison ; lips somewhat thin and
very pallid,
but of a surpassingly beautiful curve ; a nose of a
delicate Hebrew
model, but with a breadth of nostril unusual in similar
formations ;
a finely moulded chin, speaking, in its want of prominence,
of a want
of moral energy; hair of a more than web-like softness and
tenuity ;
these features, with an inordinate expansion above the
regions of the
temple, made up altogether a countenance not easily to be
forgotten.
And now in the mere exaggeration of the prevailing character
of these
features, and of the expression they were wont to convey,
lay so much
of change that I doubted to whom I spoke. The now ghastly
pallor of
the skin, and the now miraculous lustre of the eye, above
all things
startled and even awed me. The silken hair, too, had been
suffered
to grow all unheeded, and as, in its wild gossamer texture,
it
floated rather than fell about the face, I could not, even
with
effort, connect its Arabesque expression with any idea of
simple
humanity.
In the manner of my friend I was at once struck with an
incoherence - an inconsistency ; and I soon found this to
arise from
a series of feeble and futile struggles to overcome an
habitual
trepidancy - an excessive nervous agitation. For something
of this
nature I had indeed been prepared, no less by his letter,
than by
reminiscences of certain boyish traits, and by conclusions
deduced
from his peculiar physical conformation and temperament.
His action
was alternately vivacious and sullen. His voice varied
rapidly from
a tremulous indecision (when the animal spirits seemed
utterly in
abeyance) to that species of energetic concision - that
abrupt,
weighty, unhurried, and hollow-sounding enunciation - that
leaden,
self-balanced and perfectly modulated guttural utterance,
which may
be observed in the lost drunkard, or the irreclaimable eater
of
opium, during the periods of his most intense excitement.
It was thus that he spoke of the object of my visit, of his
earnest desire to see me, and of the solace he expected me
to afford
him. He entered, at some length, into what he conceived to
be the
nature of his malady. It was, he said, a constitutional and
a family
evil, and one for which he despaired to find a remedy - a
mere
nervous affection, he immediately added, which would
undoubtedly soon
pass off. It displayed itself in a host of unnatural
sensations.
Some of these, as he detailed them, interested and
bewildered me ;
although, perhaps, the terms, and the general manner of the
narration
had their weight. He suffered much from a morbid acuteness
of the
senses ; the most insipid food was alone endurable; he
could wear
only garments of certain texture ; the odours of all
flowers were
oppressive ; his eyes were tortured by even a faint light ;
and
there were but peculiar sounds, and these from stringed
instruments,
which did not inspire him with horror.
To an anomalous species of terror I found him a bounden slave.
"I shall perish," said he, "I must perish in this deplorable
folly.
Thus, thus, and not otherwise, shall I be lost. I dread the
events
of the future, not in themselves, but in their results. I
shudder at
the thought of any, even the most trivial, incident, which
may
operate upon this intolerable agitation of soul. I have,
indeed, no
abhorrence of danger, except in its absolute effect - in
terror. In
this unnerved - in this pitiable condition - I feel that the
period
will sooner or later arrive when I must abandon life and
reason
together, in some struggle with the grim phantasm, Fear."
I learned, moreover, at intervals, and through broken and
equivocal hints, another singular feature of his mental
condition. He
was enchained by certain superstitious impressions in regard
to the
dwelling which he tenanted, and whence, for many years, he
had never
ventured forth - in regard to an influence whose
supposititious force
was conveyed in terms too shadowy here to be re-stated - an
influence
which some peculiarities in the mere form and substance of
his family
mansion, had, by dint of long sufferance, he said, obtained
over his
spirit - an effect which the physique of the grey walls and
turrets, and of the dim tarn into which they all looked
down, had, at
length, brought about upon the morale of his existence.
He admitted, however, although with hesitation, that much of the
peculiar gloom which thus afflicted him could be traced to a
more
natural and far more palpable origin - to the severe and
long-continued illness - indeed to the evidently approaching
dissolution - of a tenderly beloved sister - his sole
companion for
long years - his last and only relative on earth. "Her
decease," he
said, with a bitterness which I can never forget, "would
leave him
(him the hopeless and the frail) the last of the ancient
race of the
Ushers." While he spoke, the lady Madeline (for so was she
called)
passed slowly through a remote portion of the apartment,
and, without
having noticed my presence, disappeared. I regarded her
with an
utter astonishment not unmingled with dread - and yet I
found it
impossible to account for such feelings. A sensation of
stupor
oppressed me, as my eyes followed her retreating steps.
When a door,
at length, closed upon her, my glance sought instinctively
and
eagerly the countenance of the brother - but he had buried
his face
in his hands, and I could only perceive that a far more than
ordinary
wanness had overspread the emaciated fingers through which
trickled
many passionate tears.
The disease of the lady Madeline had long baffled the skill of
her physicians. A settled apathy, a gradual wasting away of
the
person, and frequent although transient affections of a
partially
cataleptical character, were the unusual diagnosis.
Hitherto she had
steadily borne up against the pressure of her malady, and
had not
betaken herself finally to bed ; but, on the closing in of
the
evening of my arrival at the house, she succumbed (as her
brother
told me at night with inexpressible agitation) to the
prostrating
power of the destroyer ; and I learned that the glimpse I
had
obtained of her person would thus probably be the last I
should
obtain - that the lady, at least while living, would be seen
by me no
more.
For several days ensuing, her name was unmentioned by either
Usher or myself: and during this period I was busied in
earnest
endeavours to alleviate the melancholy of my friend. We
painted and
read together ; or I listened, as if in a dream, to the
wild
improvisations of his speaking guitar. And thus, as a
closer and
still closer intimacy admitted me more unreservedly into the
recesses
of his spirit, the more bitterly did I perceive the futility
of all
attempt at cheering a mind from which darkness, as if an
inherent
positive quality, poured forth upon all objects of the moral
and
physical universe, in one unceasing radiation of gloom.
I shall ever bear about me a memory of the many solemn hours I
thus spent alone with the master of the House of Usher. Yet
I should
fail in any attempt to convey an idea of the exact character
of the
studies, or of the occupations, in which he involved me, or
led me
the way. An excited and highly distempered ideality threw a
sulphureous lustre over all. His long improvised dirges
will ring
forever in my ears. Among other things, I hold painfully in
mind a
certain singular perversion and amplification of the wild
air of the
last waltz of Von Weber. From the paintings over which his
elaborate
fancy brooded, and which grew, touch by touch, into
vaguenesses at
which I shuddered the more thrillingly, because I shuddered
knowing
not why ; - from these paintings (vivid as their images now
are
before me) I would in vain endeavour to educe more than a
small
portion which should lie within the compass of merely
written words.
By the utter simplicity, by the nakedness of his designs, he
arrested
and overawed attention. If ever mortal painted an idea,
that mortal
was Roderick Usher. For me at least - in the circumstances
then
surrounding me - there arose out of the pure abstractions
which the
hypochondriac contrived to throw upon his canvass, an
intensity of
intolerable awe, no shadow of which felt I ever yet in the
contemplation of the certainly glowing yet too concrete
reveries of
Fuseli.
One of the phantasmagoric conceptions of my friend, partaking not
so rigidly of the spirit of abstraction, may be shadowed
forth,
although feebly, in words. A small picture presented the
interior of
an immensely long and rectangular vault or tunnel, with low
walls,
smooth, white, and without interruption or device. Certain
accessory
points of the design served well to convey the idea that
this
excavation lay at an exceeding depth below the surface of
the earth.
No outlet was observed in any portion of its vast extent,
and no
torch, or other artificial source of light was discernible ;
yet a
flood of intense rays rolled throughout, and bathed the
whole in a
ghastly and inappropriate splendour.
I have just spoken of that morbid condition of the auditory nerve
which rendered all music intolerable to the sufferer, with
the
exception of certain effects of stringed instruments. It
was,
perhaps, the narrow limits to which he thus confined himself
upon the
guitar, which gave birth, in great measure, to the fantastic
character of his performances. But the fervid facility of
his
impromptus could not be so accounted for. They must have
been, and
were, in the notes, as well as in the words of his wild
fantasias
(for he not un-frequently accompanied himself with rhymed
verbal
improvisations), the result of that intense mental
collectedness and
concentration to which I have previously alluded as
observable only
in particular moments of the highest artificial excitement.
The words
of one of these rhapsodies I have easily remembered. I was,
perhaps,
the more forcibly impressed with it, as he gave it, because,
in the
under or mystic current of its meaning, I fancied that I
perceived,
and for the first time, a full consciousness on the part of
Usher, of
the tottering of his lofty reason upon her throne. The
verses, which
were entitled "The Haunted Palace," ran very nearly, if not
accurately, thus:
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